need to release

Finish ortho, paeds... now obs
Just came back from my first day in weekend oncall.. so tired.. need room to complaint

One whole week of less than 6hours a day is giving me a lot of pimples, fatigue, inability to think properly and pay attention.
Obs, have to be in the wards by 7.30am latest... yesterday had a teaching session from 9-10.30pm...crazy
Reports..why need reports for oncall? haiz...waste time to write...cos when i do something, i need to do it properly... OCD
Then got research to really worry about... deadline is approaching!!!
Then IMS next week..take so much of my time just for a presentation that will last like 10minutes.
Then my elective...arrrggghhh...i can't come to a conclusion what to do! deadline for submission to tutor is Dec.. and some options need 6months advance notice...its way pass the 6months
Then results for ortho and paeds... according to oe Prof, we made record by producing the worst results ever in IMU history...****
Besides the point, I just wonder why some people are so inconsiderate... and me being a quiet person, how arr?
Christmas... my only cheer... but many things to do too.

God grant me strength everyday...thank you that i can look to You for help